Sometimes in life we may look at something and might not understand it’s importance or value. Sometimes we need to look at that thing again to better understand.
Take my old hat. (no don’t really) But you probably wouldn’t want it anyway. Just at first glance at my hat you would see that it is just a worn out old hat that doesn’t have much value. And you would be right, but let me help you look at it so to better understand why it means so much to me.
You see this old hat was given to me at a trade show. A freebie! Probably had to listen to a sales pitch at the time, but for the most part it was free. I brought it home and would mow with it occasionally. Then I took a mission trip to Guatemala and decided to hand sew the John 3:16 tab over the original logo. So as to “look” like a Christian. That’s what we do on our first mission trips – at least I did. So the hat made three trips to Guatemala and one trip to Montana. It has been on several hikes and been my shield on during many blackberry picking adventures! And yes still tries to keep the red neck out of me when mowing (but that is a whole nother story).
So you may not appreciate my hat any better, but by looking at it differently you see that it means a lot to me.
We all have items, keepsakes, family and friends that mean a lot to us, but even they can surprise us sometimes when we look at them differently.
This brings me to my daughter Danielle. When Cindy and I married in 1996 Danielle was 5 years old. Her birth father was never really part of her life after that, so I got to do all the good things with her growing up
I participated in the PTA in elementary school. I was a youth leader of her youth group at church. And I just generally watched her grow into a fine young woman. I consider her my girl – and I just know her. I thought….
After her senior year in college she went with me on a business trip to Maine. When I wasn’t working we spent a great week looking for great places to eat lobster and drink coffee. We went exploring for water falls and perfect ocean views. We even rode bikes on the beach (for just a short time – but ask her to tell you that story).
What I found out about Danielle on that trip was about her big girl decision making. I found out what really makes her tick by letting her make some of the decisions on what we would do every day. I was able to look at her in a different way to better understand her that week.
Then she came home with “the” man. Well she actually picked a good one I have to say (hope he doesn’t read this and get the big head). Tommy and Danielle were married in June and were good for each other. They compliment each other, and strive toward the same goals. Then around Thanksgiving they shared that they were expecting a baby!
So I thought I knew Danielle and I am learning Tommy, but during the delivery of our little grand baby I saw something in both of them that helped me understand them better as a couple and parents.
In Danielle through the labor pains I saw two characteristics that made me proud: Toughness and Determination. Danielle went through a lot of pain during the process. She took it so well. I was surprised and comforted to see how tough she was. I also saw that she was so determined to not take any medication to help with the labor – she wanted it all natural. She had already made that decision, and she was sticking with it!
In Tommy I saw a couple positive characteristics after his nervousness wore off: Encouragement and Coaching. He was consoling during the early parts of labor. Always telling Danielle what a good job she was doing, keeping her calm and was attentive to her needs. Then when the pushing got tough he turned on his inner coach! He remembered what they had learned in preparation and knew what he need to do to get her through the last stages.
Then on 7:38pm on that July day Adelyn Grace was born into this world! I think she was the prettiest baby I have seen since Austin came into the world!
She is a good baby. She eats good, sleeps good and man can she poop good! Cindy and I are both looking forward to seeing her grow and become all that God has designed her to be!
And I just know that one of these days she is going to look up at me with those beautiful eyes and say “Granddad, why do you wear that old worn out hat?”
And I’ll say, “let me help you look at it so you can understand it better”.